Please Lord make this end. Pabalik sa dati. Please.


Now that the true colors are showing, I dunno if i still want it.


I don’t even know why I keep on fighting for the thing that doesn’t make me happy anymore. Why do I keep on fighting for the person who makes me cry every single week from disappointment and frustrations? Someone who never even cares how I would feel but throws words at me like I were a punching bag. Someone who never understands me. Someone who would say sentences that would make me feel like I don’t even deserve to be happy, like I’m that one wrong thing in his life. What is wrong with me?

I think when someone you care about tells you that he didn’t want to talk to you because you ruined his day, that’s it. You should pack your bag and leave because it’s downhill from there. I know that, but why can’t do anything with that information in mind. I’m a hopeless case.

Angry Post

I’m so mad at you right now I don’t even care about you. Words are not enough to describe how much I want to tear you to pieces. You’re the worst person that I ever called friend.

How You Will Realize You Are His Option, Not His Priority

Thought Catalog

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At first think he’s such a nice guy for always considering his friends. He’s so kind for always inviting them to dinner, even when you assume it’s just going to be the two of you. Appreciate him for this because you want to be involved with his friends too…that is, until the table for three becomes the standard for all of your date nights. 

Feel fortunate that you have someone who you can count on to call you back. Except for that one night he was with her. Don’t worry, though. She’s his best friend and friends are allowed to get blacked out drunk together to the point where no one really knows what happened. This becomes a milestone in your relationship, marking the one time you’ve called him more than 20 times in an evening to make sure he’s okay. He never fails to call you…

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Change of Perspective


Been busy today ’cause it’s my FREE DAY! Folded some laundry. Cleaned my place. AND rearranged my study area :). What I did basically was replace the chair that I bought along with the table with the chair that was here in the dorm when I first got here. I previously used that chair as a space where I put my food container. It was wee bit larger but more comfortable than the chair that came with the table. I was thinking months ago about switching them but I never had the time to do so. So yey for this free time :).

Now it’s more comfortable to study here. I just place my pillow on the chair and I am all set to study.

Huhu HUGE waves of deadlines coming soon, tho :(.

Sadness Emanating


Didn’t know I was super obvious on twitter :(. I just want one happy day, just one. No acads, no bad vibes, no reklamo, no galit. But life has been a little okay lately. Pero I don’t want to expect too much. Madidisappoint lang ako in the end. 😦 I need both actions and words.